Solitude.

You Can't Always Get What You Want.

Sun, 04 Dec 2011 07:16:51 +0800

I’ve always had a problem with contentment. I always feel as if other people have more than me. I feel my siblings get more of anything than what I get. I don’t think I feel envious of them, I don’t even feel covetousness towards what they have, I just wonder why it’s different for them and me. My parents always say I have more, but it simply isn’t true, and I think that’s what makes me mad the most, that they keep on saying I have everything I want when I don’t. Anyway, I just don’t have anyone to talk to. Again.

"Lead your heart toward what is best in the long run."

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 14:50:29 +0800

“Lead your heart toward what is best in the long run.”

- The Love Dare (via meandwho)

Super cuuuuute <3

Thu, 24 Nov 2011 14:52:07 +0800

Super cuuuuute <3

Seriously!

Thu, 24 Nov 2011 14:47:46 +0800

Seriously!

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Thu, 24 Nov 2011 14:47:29 +0800

Agreed!

Thu, 24 Nov 2011 14:46:06 +0800

Agreed!

Can’t wait <3

Thu, 24 Nov 2011 14:45:49 +0800

Can’t wait <3

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Thu, 24 Nov 2011 14:45:25 +0800

Wish

Tue, 01 Nov 2011 15:46:02 +0800

I wish I can fly to the moon and never come back. N one can see me anyway, no one would notice. Pressures are hard to deal with, especially when you face them every single day. See them everyday, hear them everyday. Grow up, they say. Yeah, what if I don’t want to? Everything and everyone is making me feel nauseous. I can’t deal with this. I need to go someplace nice. Somewhere I can dream, I can imagine. Somewhere I can pretend.

"Am I this easy to forget?"

Tue, 01 Nov 2011 15:31:12 +0800

“Am I this easy to forget?”

-____-

Sun, 23 Oct 2011 13:59:33 +0800

I know everything is supposed to continue on even if a person leaves, but how come that person can’t help but feel unimportant and insignificant?

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Mon, 03 Oct 2011 02:12:45 +0800

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Thoughts.

Tue, 20 Sep 2011 21:32:39 +0800

It’s sad when you think about the people who you think love you, even if they don’t say it as much, but then hurt you so bad. I don’t expect everyone to understand, but for me, being a true friend takes effort. Why can’t they even be happy, or pretend to be happy, for me. I know that it isn’t what they expected, or what they wanted. But i was hoping they’d exert some effort into making me feel happy. GETS MO BA? Sana hindi. Wala lang ako makausap. well, anyway, i’ll do my best and my part. to hell with everything else.

-_-

Tue, 20 Sep 2011 21:19:55 +0800

minsan nakakalungkot. hindi ko maintindihan hahaha. hmmm. ang hirap talaga mag expect sa tao, nakakainis. hahaha. edi kayo na maging masaya :)) HAHAHAHA hindi ko ma explain!

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Fri, 12 Aug 2011 00:12:53 +0800

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Fri, 12 Aug 2011 00:06:04 +0800

Zo zad.

Fri, 12 Aug 2011 00:02:25 +0800

I’m sad. Again. Really sad. I keep on having these dreams that make me feel useless, sad, and lonely in the real world. How can I stop this from happening. I don’t know how to wait, that is my problem. I just press on, trust myself, not letting go of things I know I don’t have any control over. I feel bad tuloy of how impatient I am. Haha.

I’m here alone, in a hospital room. Watching random videos, blogging about nothing in particular. Alone. How can I not be happy being alone, having peace? I seriously think I have a MENTAL PROBLEM.

Well, now I think I’ll be having dreams again. May they make me happy, may they make me sane. May the dreams make me want to wake up.

Goodnight.

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Fri, 05 Aug 2011 14:12:12 +0800

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Fri, 05 Aug 2011 14:11:18 +0800

Buti meron akong real ones.

Fri, 05 Aug 2011 14:01:45 +0800

Buti meron akong real ones.